after crusting sinus surgery

As i pondered my life in a candy crisp autumn,
(Frozen in time like caramelized laughter),
I wondered what would happen if the lights turned out forever?
Now, I brush my hair in silk and earnest.
For if time ran out, thereapos;d be no one to impress.
The last image of a spider, still shuddering in my breast.
Ahh...the wondering eyes, attention seeking coats and feathers,
It truly is a world full of players.
after crusting sinus surgery, after crying, after crying 6.